Evy_J-Rock

Well.. that's long ago ^^
Okay so.. I have to say I didn't get very far with saving up for Japan.. Instead I bought a BJD with that money haha ^^ Kiyoshi <3
But now I'm saving again, I have a job now so I can put money into my japan-fund every once in a while ^^
And well.. let's start with the bad things: my drawers, which I ordered at the EGL forum, are missing -_-'
We think the TNT lost them or something, but anyway they haven't turned up yet.. And, 5 months (!) ago I participated in a grouporder for Fanplusfriend, and I think it's taking too long so I mailed the girl who did the order, but she won't return my mails.. so if she doesn't mail me back in 2 weeks I'll concider the GO as done and I'll use that money for another blouse.. (I ordered 2 blouses and a petticoat).
So now the goooooood news ^^ I got a boyfriend!! Yes wel Ali is over now, he broke up with me and since then I've only talked to him once... He's acting kinda weird.. But now, because of my friends, I met a really cool boy and he lives near my house (also in Boxmeer) so I went to his house a couple of times, and then he asked me to go to Appelpop with him (Appelpop is a free concert in Tiel) and after that he asked me to be his girlfriend ^o^ And he's so sweet, I'm so glad I met him!! He's like 10.000 times better then Ali.. (by the way I don't know if he knows about that.. I don't know if I should tell him because well when I look back at it now, yes he was sweet but I don't really trust him anymore.. (Ali I mean) so maybe he'll find out, maybe not, it's not really that important ^^) But yeah..
Well.. I have to go, I'm hungry and we'll eat in about 10 minutes.. and I caught a cold T_T this morning I felt really sick.. but luckily that's over now ^^
Well byebye! Finally a happy message ne? I looked at the other posts I posted and they all sound horrible.. like my life is falling apart o.O okay some things are just *** but overall it's good.. I like my life ^^ Arigatou Gozaimasu Mana-Sama!! ^^ (he is my god.. he looks after me and makes sure my life is well ^^)
Nya.. Sayonara!! Arigatou for reading.. ^^

Hey..
It's all going wrong now T_T
I will move in 1 year, with my father and sister, but we don't know where yet.. I really don't like it because the house I live in now, well I grew up there and I don't want to leave it.. And now I live in Boxmeer but when we move the houses in Boxmeer are too expensive so we will have to live someplace else.. Still in the area but it's still horrible T_T and.. my boyfriend is acting so weird o_0 I think one of my friends talked to him (he is older than me, lives 337 kilometres away, and asked one thing they didn't like.. so they don't trust him) and maybe one of them said he should finish it with me T_T I do hope not but it can be, they also told a teacher in school and because of that I had to talk with him.. about my boyfriend and if he asked bad things and if he threatened me and stuff but he would never do such a thing! So.. well I don't know what to think anymore.. I'm so sad and I don't know what to do now than ask him this evening if he had a mail from somebody he (didn't) know..  Well I'm going to do that because it's such a sudden change, 2 days ago he told me he was sooo happy he met me and yesterday he broke up with me T_T
O well I won't bother you anymore ^_^ My life was so complete it was just waiting till something would go wrong.. happiness doesn't last very long T_T And then I have to think about all the people who have much less than me.. but I'm still allowed to feel horribel don't I? Even though I know I'm still very lucky.. Well now I'm really going ^_^ I have to prepare myself.. for tonight.. I have to think about what I will say because I'm Dutch and he's German so we speak German ^_^ So.. byebye ^_^ I hope he will see what he's done @_@ and that he will make it up ^_^
If I remember ,, I will write how it went ^_^
Byebye!

Hey
My birthday is over now..
And I got some really cool presents!
I got a guitar (a bit old&broken but it can be fixed ^_^), a Sweet Lolita dress, a little Pullip which I called Teru (like from Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet-) and more..
I still haven't given my party yet o.0 Because everytime I pick a date somebody can't come T_T
But now I've sent a mail and hopefully I can choose a date soon ^_^

And something completely else, waaa I want to go to Japan T_T
I'm saving money now, and hopefully by the time I finished my school I can go there.. but when I calculate:
If I save 3 euros every week, and I need at least 1.500 euros for the airplaneticket + like 1.500 euros for the hotel and eating and stuff..
So in total I will need like 3.500 euros, 3.500 / 3 = 1167 weeks, that is 22 years!!! T_T waaa
okay what if my parents pay a bit as well, and i need to pay 2000 euros myself.. 2000 / 3 = 667 weeks, that is 12 years... oh my god..
Waa I will never be able to go to Japan T_T but maybe.. the prices will get lower because people make every year more trips to country further away, and the prices will get lower so that I won't have to pay so much! @_@ and then I might meet a friend in Japan in Tokyo and I can sleep over at his/her place, that takes tho hotel costs away. And with my parents' money, maybe I only have to pay 1000 euros!
So.. 1000 / 3 = 334 weeks, that is 6.4 years.. And I will finish school in like 3 years.. okay.. maybe not such a good idea.. T_T
Well if I get a job and save that money as well, I may be able to save 10 euros a week! ^_^
So then: 1000 / 10 = 100 weeks, that is like 2 years!! YEAH!! It is possible.. If I get a job! Okay I will find one instantly..
Byebye I'm going to look for a job ^_^
Sayonara!

Hey ^_^
O god I really don't know how to use this Livejournal thing..
Well a question to start: does anyone know how I can put a picture on my background @_@
And how can I find other J-rock people?
Well anyone, please help me ^_^
Thank you!!
Sayonara